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Michael Dean Ellis

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No point by amplusan, literature

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No point

No point These walls a jail the words that fail empty city streets where tears upon tears meet know you not what in me you've got in sorrow your crowded in this life you confided nay the lies you hear year after defestating year will not steal that love that comes from me above where you see the tears a storm know I will hold you warm where you feel alone at night know that I will never be from sight I can only but give you my hand will you take it and with me stand for this life is frail with no point you see if you are not to me tied permanently

The One by amplusan, literature

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The One

The One Find me the one that fits the one that would take this heart of bits and make it beat once more make me forget the reasons why it tore a smile that takes away all the pain fingers that would touch me like falling rain the truth of love that her heart would share as my fears in her hands would sit bare the times of wishes for her are uncounted the will to see her one day in my mind bolted to never let go of hope for my heart a new to always think of how it once flew to think of things how they should be to realize that one day it will be reality only gives me the will to persist as I stumble through my life of mist

Never come back by amplusan, literature

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Never come back

Never come back You said your never coming back again yet here you are standing in my puddle of rain you said things were never going to work out for us now look at you sitting next to me on my lifes buss I thought I would never see the day where you would smile at me in each way take my hand and dance in public all day and all you want to do is frolic how I did miss your carefree mind caught you all smiles each day I did find about you is all I could ever think your eyes, your voice deep in my heart they would sink I awoke today with you not by me I awoke today where you I could no more see I awoke today with a glass heart sha

Quest by amplusan, literature

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Quest

Quest The quest for a heart of love is relentless yet bearing the heart of hate is effortless why these hate-filled words are easily said yet the loved-filled words are forgotten or dead to find meaning to life of years so long to answer the questions of right and wrong to face the facts of these pointless lies to remember all those who would say their goodbyes yet we can not help but always ask why to look at all that is burning up in our sky the wind that blows the ashes of the past to the sea of regret it reminds us of what is, is always in concrete set it taunts us with “what could have beens” the future we wish

never lost by amplusan, literature

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never lost

never lost I counted the sparkle in your eye I counted the seconds as you said goodbye I counted the days you were away I counted each word you did say there was no easy thing to do just to think it was the end of me and you not to say hey again but to forget you and your name to bad fate had other plans for me cause yet again it you I do see I prayed for this chance to make a new just know this for time is few I remembered each sparkle in your eye I remembered that day we said goodbye I remembered each day you were away I remembered each word you did say

Wished from the start by amplusan, literature

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Wished from the start

Wished from the start Some reasons aren't good enough I can't lie to my heart, it'll call my bluff your not supposed to be asking that from me as you blinked those gorgeous eyes I was blinded instantly what am I to do with your love so enticing your smile and open arms are so inviting there you are sitting waiting watching wanting from me that little something I cant imaging what I did to deserve you or that I could do enough to have one so true you say your not all that and I exaggerate think of all that I've had and you'll realize this isn't a debate I know who you are and what to expect its your kind heart your caring soul th

A selfish day by amplusan, literature

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A selfish day

A selfish day I shouldn't look at the day with envious eyes I shouldn't care about no good byes I shouldn't feel betrayed by the whitest of lies it shouldn't matter so much but why do my tears fall from the skies I want to see those smiles that mean something not bought with money or deeds I feel like all this time things have been missing like all this time spent not on any of my needs perhaps to find that which I have lost I needed to be lost in all the snow and frost of this winter in summer the feelinings colder then ice my heart all this time spent in a emotional vice to let go of all these feelings that keep me back is

Porcelain Doll by amplusan, literature

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Porcelain Doll

Porcelain Doll I see you silently giggling to yourself almost as if you forgot about a year ago on the twelve I don't want anything at all you needed me and I was there but now that I helped you up its at me you blankly stare its okay that you think your here all on your own just remember who picked you up after you were thrown Its okay that you feel the need to run me through with that sword I gave you shining bright and true I don't expect you to understand I don't expect you to ever take my hand I never thought you were the person you are I wouldn't have expected seeing you at the bar you were frail back then you needed me a

Tears of the forgotten by amplusan, literature

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Tears of the forgotten

Tears of the forgotten Its almost as if there is no relief no way to go its the end of the show the fat lady sung my hearts been flung the curtain is closing my heart is bleeding you were the Opera an exploding super nova these feelings mite die remember, for you they did fly the end is not a reason its a start of a new season wipe away your tears I wished to be with you for years but this, all a foolish game say it one last time, my name so I may disappear in the mist of night not ever knowing if for me you would fight the torturous thoughts of loving from far is the reason for my chasm deep scar vein I was to think i

Sapphire tear by amplusan, literature

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Sapphire tear

Sapphire tear I use to think it was all a lie the tear I saw on your sapphire eye was it all the times you spent alone as you gazed at a sky where the sun once shone do you remember the day when it was happy without grief smiling with the sun-light gleaming through its teeth never a worry in the air just knowing I still care was all you needed back then, when I was still there Now that I see all the pieces of your heart on the floor I truly realised how much you loved strait to the core if I weren't so blind to see that you would never have lied to me would you be a smile today with sun in the sky just shinning away would you

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No point by amplusan, literature

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South Africa
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The thing about me is you will never truly know me ... perhaps have an idea of who I should be or how I would react but even that is a fal pretence ...

Current Residence: South Africa
Favourite genre of music: alt rock
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amplusan

Mar 19, 2010

Taking a break from writing :)

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Hey guys I really hope you have enjoyed my work thus far ... I'm taking a break :) bye bye

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amplusan

Feb 9, 2010

Inlove :)

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Just so inlove :) :) :)

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amplusan

Jan 15, 2010

Some things are beter left alone !

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So I was sitting in my room watching Gossip Girl :hug: I loved this show so much ... anyways as I was watching Dan aka lonely boy (Dan isn't rich at all) is at Serenas (shes filthy stinking rich) and her grandmother starts telling Dan how much of a looser she thinks he is and how much a toy he is to Serena etc when things hit home ! A while ago I started dated this girl whose dad was rich$$$ anyways so dating her was the same for me ... I always felt under dressed  they spoke a dialect of Africans I struggled to understand I always felt out and I put up with it for years ! untill I broke up with her(she kinda slept with a guy in a parking lot

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Waterfall24

Oct 15, 2011

hey boet - sheesh your break is way to long... come back (O:

MODDEYDOO

Dec 19, 2010

Haha well young man - you had me fooled. I was in on Waterfal24's site and suddenly this anoying little bug began dancing on my screen and I was getting really mad, then I realised it was an avatar - very clever. But I did have a real little bug inside my old pc screen once !